Name:Vash Country:United States State:New York Birthday:7/22/1989 Gender:Male
Interests:Drawing Anime, Talking to my best friends, Going out and seeing movies, Playing Basketball and Handball. Going outside and doing things.
Expertise:Playing RPG video games!
Occupation:Student
God know why the fuck I still write here. But maybe its about time I set this page down. I'm going through a lot of fucking stress and I try to hide it as much as I can. I'm very silent not so aggresive. Anyways I'm tired of my fucking life and I'm tired of writing here. I'm out..
Well I just learned someone hated me. I'd rather not reflect what I feel right now but rather than appologize. I just i'm shamed at my little pessimistic heart that doesn't long for love or tranquility rather than to see the hatrid and how people fall into the traps life sets for them. I've really changed since then, I've become more intellectual, more vigorous, more sutile, and yeah...More Pissed Off. I feel really bad for mirroring my past moments against others.
Anyways, If I can be forgiven for this malelovent sin I've preformed then that would be great. If I can't be well then I'll remain scared somewhere. Maybe this is why I'm always quiet and dark. I should change....
Well I care how the people I've hurt feel rather than what I feel. I take the responsiblity arched on my back and I should let go off it. I guess people choose how they do things rather than look at the advice of others. Ah the morality stings....
This is really starting to piss me off. The depressing world as we know it. One of my friends left online forever, another doesn't seem to care much. Also one of my friends wants to start a fight with me. This is really aggrivating. Wheres the morality in this planet. Whatever. Y'know I'm just fucked up in the heart myself. Yet I CHOOSE not to take it out on others. Well I just sat in a corner of my room for one fucking hour just staring at the fucking wall. What a fucking way to live this revolting experience we call life. My subjects are always morbid or vile. Yeah I know, But I feel I need to speak out to this fucking shit bag of a planet.
Theres too much hatrid and depression. Its almost becoming a plague. Not that it isin't already, but you never know. Its almost amazing how your emotions toy with you. Theres not a trace of divinity in us. We aren't worthy for anything, yet we cease to even stop this abstrosity. Our only fuel for vigor is basicly the rage that sprawls around the depths of your feelings. *sigh* I really just want to fucking die. This world seems pretty fucked up right now. Chh...Just dissapointing.
Anyways today was really funny, Josh and I were laughing at all the voice actors for the original 150 pokemon and he kept doing Drowsy and I couldn't stop laughing, his Onyx was also funny. Anyways other than that school was pretty much the same. Pleassssssssseeeee call me somebody!!! I'm so bored. -_-;;
I didn't get to play David in Warcraft so I guess i'll try later. Anyways
Peace Out
~Kaashy
Now Listening To: NOTHING! Hahaha, Okay Okay. Its a Linkin Park song.
Today is Sunday, and i'm so bored. I just finished my homework which took forever. And well yeah, I'm depresseed for some reason. I talked with Jess yesterday and I told her about my "sexy" scars. XD Well anyways I'm sooo bored, might as well go read a book or something *shiver* Anyways, Bye.
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